Perfect Sh*t Storm

Sh*t travelling at the speed of sh*t.

I feel miserable, despair. I am wallowing in my own mind misery, paralysed by non-acceptance, afraid of the speed of sh*t happening, and projecting the inevitability of more sh*t happening in the future. How do I change the way I feel and think about sh*t?

This is life baby... Give up designing more life for yourself, stop imagining that sh*t is ever going to get any better? Is that what "accepting what is" means? Surrender to the tides and flow of sh*t and ride the river of sh*t to wherever it takes you...Is that surrender?

Is surrender the sane way? The same way as giving up on wanting anything more than to ride the river of sh*t to death. Ha!